To start, Happy New Year! We made it to 2019 and I’m blessed to have another year! Praise the Lord!
So, it’s now 2019. I woke up today trying to have a new attitude, a new outlook on my life. Starting today you no longer have power over me. You no longer control my feelings and emotions. I was good and strong before you and I can be good and strong again without you….
Remember, I know you better than almost everyone else so I know how lonely you can be, how much you are struggling with things, how well you put on a happy face for others to see but inside you’re anything but that. I know the real you. But you should also remember that I was there for you all the time, no matter what. I would have dropped anything for you day and night. And you gave that up.
Honestly, you lost way more than I did. And it makes me proud to say that because for once I realize I was way too good to you for what little you gave back to me. You made me feel so awful more times than not and I won’t take it anymore.
With that being said, I know this won’t be easy. I know there are going to be days where the pain is unbearable but I also know since I’ve been through this two times before with you that I CAN make it through again. I will just have to take this one day at a time and pray my way through each day. Even when there are days when I don’t want to do this, I will remind myself that I NEED to do this to be a happier me. #CheersTo2019
Along with changing my outlook, I’m also going to try to change my lifestyle to a much healthier one. I’m starting off January 7th with a 30 days Herbalife challenge! I have cute little sticky notes posted all over with reminders and encouraging things! I even have a 30 day countdown to make this challenge enjoyable! I still plan on having my favorite food…PIZZA! But maybe just once a month, or so haha They always say look good, feel good and that’s exactly what i want to do…feel good again. I want to feel good about my mind, my heart, my accomplishments, and my body! #NewYearNewMe