Tonight, I went on a date…a really good date! As great as it was, I’m having mixed emotions, but not about him. I haven’t allowed myself to completely open up to someone new since my last love of 5 years. While this is very exciting for me, it also has a little sadness to it since I’m officially completely walking away from my last love. He was the one wanted to and thought I would marry, but God had other plans for me. Another emotion I’m having is scared. I’m scared to get hurt, as we all are, but it takes me a long time to recover from being hurt.
This new guys feels different though. He’s tall, dark, and handsome 😉 but very gentle and kind. Very sweet and affectionate, which is absolutely what I need. We haven’t been talking very long so I’m still pretty guarded but I can see good things in his heart 😊 I’ll just continue to take baby steps until I feel comfortable enough to jump.
I know this was short and sweet but anything tips or advice for this situation would be great! Also, if you are reading this and praying is apart of your lifestyle, then I would appreciate some extra prayers on this new journey!